Forsaken

Capricious meandering river
Chartering courses it never strove
Craving to coalesce with the sea
Conked, lost, it was never to be

Sea was her life, her lust, her lover
So much so yet things went awry
Strident roars it started out with
Skeletal, cadaverous it choked in the midth

"Wish i could have reached you, my love
Would have touched you once in eternal embrace
Wonder how life tenor can go so wrong
Withering parched listless gloomy song

In some place or in all, in some moment or in all
I wish to have bestowed you endless joys
Instead every time I brought tears unsought
Indignant clouds crenel in land of drought

Trust me I would have done anything to be with you, my love
Timshel I created our future in reveries and yet
The two roads which merged in Frost’s rondeau
Took I the easy one and that destroyed all hopes of being with you

Now I bear bane of forsaking you incomplete
Nihilistic, I hope I dry in burning sun & tempest winds
Nadir I have thrown myself from greatest heavens above
Never can life mean anything without you, my love

Know you are so grand that you cannot even curse
Katharsis is your anathema as suffering is bliss for me
Kowtow I to my miserable fate—unkept promises in rotten grove
Kiss me last—I leave all happiness of the world to you my love..."

A river which wished to unite with the sea
A dream in which it never let itself go awry
A will which swayed its waves to love in blithe melee
Ah Merge-O river! with open arms he waits for thee...