Tuesday, July 30, 2013

The Outcast


Strangled, suffocated, simmering
Yearning for a drop to fall
Exsiccated chassis without it lynching
Moments seem to eternally crawl

Trapped within a circle
Outside there are ponds
Beautiful roses, pleasures plural
While I die, devoid of fronds

Yes I was green once
I had many who cared for me
I remember that sweet fragrance
Before it all went awry

Alone in the sun, with no one around
I was suffering, burning, angry
But still within me was a small pond
The piece of child immanent in me

I pledged to keep her forever
It was her soothing innocence
Curiosity, excitement, that made me a dreamer
Wish i had cherished her short-lived presence

The slaps of wind were hard
Sun’s rays burned me for aeon
I became bitter, I became shard
And before I noticed the child was gone

Yes now I am not afraid of winds and sun
No one can hurt me anymore
I have nothing to lose, a worthless bum
But am I happy as before this bloodless gore

Yes this shield of bitterness protects me
From the brutal slaps of the world
But look what it robbed from me
The innocence within me that happily hurled

My love is gone, my life is gone
My child is gone, everything is gone

The old desert wished to cry
But alas everything within him was dry
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Listening to his confession, the green land wondered
If this is the price I’ll have to pay
To be able to face the world, its absurd
I would never be a desert, my water would stay
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Ages passed and the green land became a dryland
But it still had managed to hold a little water
The winds roared and the sun burned
How dare this bum stand and not flounder

[And they attack him with full force]

No, no I can’t let that happen
I won’t be yet another desert
Listless lifeless languid bum
By flowing with them, I would avert

[Soon a strong wind started blowing]

O destiny! Take me wherever you want
I lend myself forever to thee
I am yours, I give you thy grant
I refuse to struggle, deny being free

The people were surprised, to safety they were rushing
Never in their lives had they seen a bigger dust-storm
Tides after Tides of dust were crushing
And then he was left—torn, beaten, deform

No there was no land no water now
It was all dust spread around
The old desert was helping a wildflower grow
Amid dirt particles settling on the ground

Monday, July 29, 2013

House of Sand


The house of sand is yet half build
When a tide comes and blows it away
Leaving behind ruins like dreams killed
Which obstinately refuse to fray

On a shore where ruins persistently gather
Who can dare to build another
Who has a heart of stone
To trample the losses and mockingly move on

But then an illusion comes and lends a hand
Who cherishes your dream of a house of sand
And you just feel the whispering of a breeze of boon
Your dream would be a reality soon

You hold that hand and build it together
With desperation, anticipation and a curious feeling
But just when it feels this would last forever
I hear another wave in the distance reeling

O! how can you fight with the inevitable
You don’t want to let it go
The pain of losing all in front of you is inexplicable
But you just know it would happen so

At a hazy distance, stands a house of sand
Inside I see myriad glinting objects which tempt
Overcome by a rush to possess my own, i stretch my hand
And I realise the unfruitful eternal luring attempt

Another wave surfeits in the distance
And I don’t care
Standing by my shadow in a state of trance
At the ruins of life we mockingly stare

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Sublime

Why it seems your smile conceals a pain within...
Same lips which were once epitome of innocence
Now fumble while kissing the words
Can I touch your soul and get you to peace?

Why it seems your eyes are at a threshold of tears
Same eyes which glinted like a sparkle in the morning sun
Now hope-clad seem to be searching for something or someone
Can I kiss them & make you re-believe in all the dreams you had?

Why it seems you have become so detached now
Same person who will jump at every little thing
Now just stares blankly, unable to feel any joy or pain
Can I shake you from your slumber & run with you in the winds?

Why it seems you keep your palms hidden from the world
Same palms with which you covered your lips in laughter & eyes in pain
& which would merrily join to clap at every little joy & jubilation
Can I titillate you to make you laugh from your heart again?

Why it seems you don’t feel like walking anymore
Don’t you remember the times when you loved sauntering in sunshine & rain
& waved your arms in full circle with a smile to last every day
Can I match your steps to make you experience little joys of life again?

Why it seems it has been ages since you spoke
Same person who would not stop blabbering for a moment 
All the time pretending it’s the most grandiose worldly-wise talk
Can I listen to your magical words & tease you at your endless rant?

Why it seems you have lost faith in yourself & the world
Same faith through which you kept mediocrity at bay
In a dead world with dead faces, you were always born to be sublime
Can I help you become more sublime every day?

Silhouette

A hazy silhouette in a drowning sun On a decrepit boat amidst roaring waves Hurt from storms and nostalgic winds For rushing to home, i...